What makes a friend.
What is really a friend? Have we just met him or are we still looking for him? How should be the perfect friend? Should a friend be perfect?
A friend should be a person who can ask you or give you some advices. I believe the most important qualities of a friend should be the honesty and the sincerity. I can't stand the people who don't tell you what they think really. For example I hate not to be blame when I do something wrong. In my opinion it's better to be hurt by the truth than comforted by a lie. (cit.)
I like doing childish and stupid things with my friends. In this area they are very good. In the daytime we can have fun together and speak about policy and what we feel. For example I love telling them my love stories and my love frustrations.
In the night time, when the world is at its rest my friends and I are in the place we know the best. We love dancing, shouting and flying to the moon.
I don't know if I have just met a real friend, but I believe that now I can do everything with my friends and I'm at ease when I stay with them. However, I'm sure I'll never find a perfect friend, because I hate perfection and I'm too moody to be understood. I tried to be a girl's friend, too. I think that we would be friends. If she had attracted me it wouldn't be possible: at some point I would fall into temptation. Unfortunately we had a quarrel and our friendship ended.

What makes me suffer.
Having said that I'm a too emotional guy, I suffered a lot during in the last two years, since I realized that life is suffering and I reached maturity. Up to that moment the only things I considered bad were a lost game, a fall cycling, a defeat, my mother's denials, a broken flower or a rainy day. Now I think I learned something from my experiences. Now I suffer when I realize that my game is lost: after giving too many attentions to a girl and taking up too much paper with my ink, she leaves me like a waste paper. I suffer when I realize that I fell into an abyss. I suffer when I realize that a sentimental defeat is harder than a defeat in a football field. I suffer when I realize that a girl's denial can hurt you. Girls play with you because they've got a powerful game under their dresses: this game worths more than whatever game my mother has ever refused me. I suffer when I realize that a broken flower is less painful than a broken life in the flower of the years. Regarding the rainy days my opinion hasn't changed. I have ever hated the rain, but I have recently discovered things that I can do with it. For example I like singing in the rain, I like crying in the rain, I like shouting in the rain, I like running in the rain, I love kissing in the rain. Reading my words, you can think I'm too pessimist, but I know not to be: I will prove it if my teacher give us a task in which we have to say what makes us enjoy.